Pity Party!!

So I think I am having a big ol' pity party today.... So on Friday we found out that Justin broke (well NaNa Broke) his finger and because he let it go for two weeks the tendons are permently DESTROYED (good word to describe it) soooooooo we have to now find a hand surgeon (only two in Utah County) that we like and try and get him in ASAP so he won't miss a beat on his fly fishing season (he he)....That also means 2-3 weeks out of work which he is not very happy about.... THEN to top it all off my DOC's are thinking maybe another surgery would help our odds with IVF ( if thats what we even decide to do), then that means I have been on hormones for two months, YES TWO CRAPPY MONTHS---(FOR NO REASON)!!! So I never wanted to have my blog be about any of the crap we are going through to try and start a family ( i have read several and they are very very depressing)BUT I have had it!!! I am sooooo sick of all the different ideas and plans that all the doc's have to help us....when is enough...enough!! Yes we live in Utah and everyone I know have these amazing large families....BUT all I am asking for is ONE baby, well maybe two so she (if its a girl) will have someone to play Barbies, eat man n' cheese, and ...you get the point...!!! Sorry to vent....but I feel much better.... Love you all!!!