Valentines Day!!

Normally we don't do much on Valentines Day, but this year I wanted to do something fun and at home. So I decided to decorate the table up with V-day decor and candles. We had VERY yummy dinner (thanks Ash for the cooking tips) and we had a really nice evening...And my sweetie brought me home some beautiful roses. So maybe we won't be skipping Valentines Day anymore...It's kinda nice to have a day to let that special someone know how much you love them...

hEre We gO!!

So finally after 5 years I am not in denial anymore. I am surprised that is has taken me so long after 4 surgeries (to make my uterus look beautiful), miscarriages, and countless let downs that we have a problem! We are finally starting our first month with an REI (doctor to help us have a baby)! I feel like writing this blog post will help me relax a bit around family and friends when the subject comes up... AND guess what everyone...we are doing great!! I finally, in the past couple weeks have been able to take a deep breath and relax... we are going to give it our best shot over then next couple months and if it doesn't work out we are going to be OK!! I am soooooo blessed to have such am amazing husband that is so loving, patient, and extremely optimistic. I could not go through any of this without him! I had no idea that life would take me where I am today, but I would not change one thing.